Am I too skeptical? Too worldly? Not spiritual enough? Probably. I’m full of uncertainty, but I know this for sure: these doubts aren’t fun. It’s a drag to feel spiritually weak when everyone else seems strong, to feel so full of doubt when everyone oozes faith.
But I love the Bible. I love the Jesys revealed in the Bible. Most days, I’m convinced He rose from the dead and He is who He claimed to be. I try to follow Him. I think the life He models is the best way to live. I think the Kingdom He invites me into is as revolutionary as they come. But I’d be lying if I said Jesys talked to me all the time, or that He always felt as real to me as my [family and friends]. Because he doesn’t. “Doubt” is my middle name.”—jason thomas boyett